I'm frustrated! We make plans to do something & then you make up some lame ass excuse for not being able to do it, apologize, & then say you have plans with someone else. I'm getting beyond sick of all of it. I'm ready to give up. For good. But it's hard because you're my only friend down here...andI like hanging out with you. I'm just sick of getting my hopes up and being let down. Plus it sucks when you do decide we can hang out it's only for 2 or 3 hours, and while I appreciate the time anyways, it kind of seems like a waste, of your time & my emotions.
Now I'm trying to get myself in a good mood so I'm not so pissed when I see you...not gonna lie...this might not be easy. And if i'm in a bad mood then you're gonna be pissed because I'm pissed and well, we know how that goes.
I'm trying to just get past it all. I put in my two cents and you never replied. Ball's your court now my friend. I just wish you knew what you wanted...and was willing to go after it. Damn.
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