time takes us

a simple memory-one word, one glance-that's all it takes, to remember the laughs, the smiles, the joy-everything was good, we had it easy-but we've grown older, wiser, learning from our mistakes-knowing that through it all, we'd always have each other.

(to all those who have stuck up for me and for showing me that life is worth it)

push through

push through
no more pain
let it go
no longer the one
to blame
from this moment
looking forward
leave the past
give tomorrow a chance
it only takes one

confusion

happiness comes with a price

living in the moment

giving your all

hoping it's enough

there is truth in lies

what you didn't say

feeling so alone

I never thought it'd be so hard

I try to face it

days of lonely

pretending outside

only hurts more inside

how am I gonna make it

I hate reality

it's over

can you die for a love lost

it hurts again

I can't forget

the tears fall

how am I supposed to breathe

losing you

I wish I could make you understand

but how

this one is for (you)

you're looking for a thrill-but you've done it all-go home-not America-everybody hears-you might lose yourself-even that gets old-put you're blue jeans back on-so long-you can be anything you want-when you grow up-one day I'll leave you-this was never the way I planned-it's not what I'm used to-just to try it-it felt so wrong-it felt so right-it doesn't matter-just human nature-my head gets so confused-hard to obey-it's innocent-I'm lyin' here-what have you done-I can run-I swear-you keep makin' me ill-I haven't moved-maybe I should get some help-I think I'll get out of here-the middle of nowhere-now that you're out of my life-you thought I'd be sad-but I'm livin-I'm better than that-I can sit and watch-like it that way-this is as good as it gets-I had alot to say-was thinkin'-I miss you-things weren't the same-it makes me wanna die-I'm sorry-this time-blame turns to shame-it never comes out right-sleepless nights-it's never to late to make it right-I can't take it back-everything that I wanted-come back to me-never let go-lies have covered all of our smiles-can you see-can you cope when it runs right through you-my heart it is broken-don't know how much time has passed-no one ever tells you-sitting all alone-you don't expect and easy answer-what you're staring at is me-she never was the best-seems like the world was crashing-don't worry-I hope you'll let it burn-to your heart-live with no regrets-shouldn't hold you back-no one can see you shinin'-no one can stop you-if you seek then you shall find-I hold on-no mater what you say-sooner or later I get what I'm askin' for-I've got to be strong-live every second-still the memory of you-it hurt enough-don't ever look back-restless soul-the pieces fall-hardly recognize myself at all-I'm only me when I'm with you-sometimes we don't say a thing-no matter what I do-it drives me crazy half the time-tryin' to figure out what is and is not true-all around me-I clearly see-hard to trust-we stand alone-the sun will fade-still I run-hard to walk this path-it's what you didn't say-told me I'd get hurt-I screamed out loud-never thought it'd be so hard-you're the one I can't forget-God, I wish you could hold me-I pretend I'm okay-but it aches inside-just getting by-tell me how I'm gonna make it-I'm running in slow motion-can you die from heartache-it hurts again-through the seven days-a lot of life before me-I hope you get the chance-I became a friend a friend wouldn't like to have-what I would do if I could do it all over again-I threw it all away-can I not like you for awhile-I can't stay mad at you for too long-I can't just let you go-I never thought I'd need you there-when you walked away-do you see- I miss you-