#150

Go figure.

I haven't been on blogger in forever... ...and the day I get on and decide to finally post something is post number 150. :) Today also happens to be the last day of school for my second quarter at AI. To most that may not seem like a big deal... ...or really seem like anything at all... ...but to me it's huge. I'm very grateful to be back in school and doing the things that I love. :) I've been learning so much and I love it.

It's crazy how time flies. It's already June. So much has happened this year already it's insane. One of these days I'll take a fair amount of time and really expand on everything that has taken place (there are a few major points) but today I just don't feel like it. :P

I have a 3 week break form school and I am quite stoked for it. :D It will be great to go home and see everyone. I'm headed to Denver first to visit Megan, which is gonna be awesome! :) I haven't seen her in 4 years. Far too long! So it's going to be a much needed break. :)

I really was going to write more. I had every intention of just throwing out everything that has been on my mind but I'm honestly dead tired. So I'm gonna be lame and call it quits. But for those of you who want to know what's been going on in my crazy little world feel free to stop back in the next week or so.... ...I should have everything going again by then. If not, well...it's not like you were that interested to begin with. :D Adios.

Seether - Pass Slowly

good song :) sad....but very good... ...in my opinion

time and time again...

...I tell myself that I need to be better. Over and over and over again. And yet I'm never motivated to do so. Why?! Being mad at myself all the time isn't good enough motivation?! Ugh.

School this quarter is gonna be brutal. Lots of homewrok. Lots of reading. I'm already lacking in free-time. It's not going to improve anytime soon. And yet I have time to sit here and blog... ...yeah... ...about that... ...
I'm looking forward to my classes. I know I'm going to learn alot... ...it's just going to be tons of work. But that's okay. I think (key word there) I can handle it. :)

I'm going on a road trip this summer. Scratch that. I want to go on a road trip this summer. But I don't think it's going to happen. Which is quite depressing. But, I've always known that sometimes sacrafices need to be made. I just don't always think that's fair.

I apologize. This was not meant to be a downer post. It's been awhile since I've posted and I honestly didn't feel like writing in my journal (yes, I journal too), so this is what you get. Sorry.

Anyways. I'm calling it quits.

Thanks for putting up with me all. :)

Festival of Colors!!

So my friend John came down this weeknd and we went to the Festival of Colors in Spanish Fork. I've heard about it for a couple years now but never been. I've also witnessed people coming back from it and thought maybe I should stay away. :P But I'm glad we went and had a lot of fun. We didn't stay for too long because I had class and work this morning but it was a good time. :)

Sunsets & Trees

 I went for a drive tonight in search of something to take a picture of for my final in one of my classes. I was actually trying to find this old train bridge, needless to say I couldn't find it. I wanted something different. Something I hadn't done before. But what can I say, I'm a small-town, out-in-the-middle-of -nowhere type of girl at heart, and these are what I ended up with. My three favorites. :D I love sunset pictures and I love the look of silhouetted trees. :D

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over-do i guess

I've been so busy with homework and work, it's been nuts. Hence the whole not posting FOREVER (not that anyone really reads this anyways). Point of the matter is, I felt like I should post something, so this is it (excluding the previous video of course....) Not much else to say though. Life is... ...well, life. Has it's ups & downs and I'm just trying to hold on and move on. School is keeping me pretty well occupied time-wise, which is good... ...I guess. Trying to figure out if I should move or stay in Orem. I'd like to move but I have to find a job up there (and by that I mean the Draper area) first, and that's not looking too promising but just gotta keep trying. The only people who fail are the ones who quit or never try right?! Guess that pertains to me, so I won't quit and well, I'm already trying, so that's that. Anyways. Like always I felt like posting more, something meaningful and inspiring but this is all that's coming out, so I guess this is all you'll get to read.

Adios.

Thought of You

I love this video!! Makes me wish I could draw!! :D The music, the media, the message, it's all amazing! :D (make sure to put it on full screen! looks better :D)

*gulp*

School starts Monday and that makes me crazy nervous. For some reason inside I'm freaking out about it. I mean I'm excited too, but nerves are totally trumping my excitement right now. Ugh.
So, orientation was alright, nothing too exciting....kinda boring but oh well. Work has gone back to the normal days, which is good and bad. It's nice not to be so crazy busy but it does tend to make the days drag on. Breaking work up with school though will be nice. Small change. I'm looking forward to it.
On the subject of change.....I still feel like I need a bigger change. Something more drastic. I'm mean school's big, it really is, but I feel like I need something more. Want something more. But I don't know what. I don't know what type of change I'm searching for. I'm hoping it will just kinda fall into my lap and once it happens it will be one of those "this is what I've been waiting for" type of moments. :P But I'm not big on hoping for things to fall into my lap. I'm well aware I have to work for them. And that's okay with me. I appreciate it more when I know I made it happen.
Ah anyways. I'm in a writing mood but the only thing on my mind is school and I don't really wanna think about it.....so I'm callin it quits.

Kcya! :P

Day Ten: One confession

Sometimes, I don't like listening to people & their problems.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now

Obviously I didn't keep this little challenge on track either, but in my defense I went on vacation. So there.


:) -- just a simple smile cuz I'm content right now
:S -- I'm nervous about school starting next week....so that's what this one is all about