Tuesday, August 24, 2010

*happy day*

I was thinking the other day that one day I'm going to look back on my life and wish I could "re-do" my twenties. You know how people always wish they could go back to high school, do it differently? Personally I would never go back to high school, I didn't like it while I was there, why would I want to do it again?! Aaaannnywaaaays....I've realized that I wouldn't "re-do" my twenties, even if I had the choice. Granted I'm only 23 and have 7 more years of what most people call "the time of your life", but I think I've finally learned that while it may be hard, tough, or downright brutal sometimes, it's worth it. I have some of the best people in my life. From family (who has to deal with my crap cuz they are bonded by blood...sorry fam ;)) to friends (who choose to deal with my crap because, well, apparently they care or something :P) I couldn't ask for better people to be surrounded by (okay....I'm not literally surrounded by them considering I'm 1000 miles away from a majority of both family and friends....no offense to the ones who are close in proximity to me :D).
It's been a surprisingly good last few days. Not really sure why. Even work was somewhat tolerable. :P 
I'm going to admit that I'm really wishing I was back in school now. Everyone else is headed back and I miss it. I've always been a nerd though and loved school. Granted I'm not the best student (obviously, since I've been out of high school for 5 years and have nothing to show from my 3 years of college except 23k in debt....) but I'm determined this time around to finish. And considering I have finally figured out what it is I want to go into, it should be easier....ok not easier...just....better. More focused. Man I really do want to go back. I've always loved going and buying new school stuff. From notebooks and pencils to clothes & backpacks. :D Good times good times. Yeah yeah, N-E-R-D. I get it.
          *Sidenote* I love how Wells Fargo tells you you have a wait time of one minute and you're on hold for half an hour...anyways.
I just wanted to get out the fact that it's been a good few days and that I'm in a good mood. :D Actually I'm pretty sure there was something else I was going to write about....but I forgot what it was....ah well....it happens.

1 comment:

Emily said...

Yeah for happy days! I'm glad you're doing well. It make ME happy!!