Life is crazy right now.
Leti is trying to move down here and wants me to move in with her and I'm not sure if I want to or not just b/c I don't want to ruin my friendship with her. Plus I think she'll want me to babysit more than I really can. I don't have a lot of time as it is...I don't know. Plus I don't want her to move down here and hate it and want to move somewhere else in acouple months and then I'd be stranded with an apartment I can't afford and no where else to go.
Plus homework just keeps piling up on me (which really is my own fault but still, I guess that could be considered self-induced stress).
Work is really pissing me off too. I think the other Emily is getting another raise and that makes me kind of mad. Not because I think she doesn't deserve one, she does, but I haven't gotten one since I started and and it's been almost a year! I did start off higher than everyone else but I had experience and that is no reason to not give me a raise! grr!!!
And then there is the whole money situation...I don't have any!! And my tax refund is WAY less than I thought it ws going to be. Less than half! It sucks!!
AND THEN there's the roommate situation! Jess has a friend staying with us and she doesn't pay rent or anything and none of us know what's going on and they won't tell us! Plus they never clean up after themselves and it's super frustrating! I finally took all my dishes out of the kitchen and my garbage can...I'm not cleaning up after them anymore!
On the bright side I am going to Vegas in a couple weeks so that will be fun! I'm probably going to regret it when I get back b/c I still won't have any money and that doesn't help...but I told Leti I'd come so that's that.
Life is just insane right now and I wish I could just get things to work out right for once. just once...
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